NICOLE 500ML
nicolemairon@gmail.com
not nichole, not nicolé.
i dont like to stick to your ordinary.
because i just dont have a sticky side to that tape and i think musicians are geniuses Peace on earth and end to war
You,dont be so full of it
This picture, so unglam, so low quality. But i remember, that this was one of the happiest nights of my life. And the coldest, literally.
Past is past, B. You left like that, and you scarred me so bad. What makes you think i'd take you back again..
OH BTW I CAUGHT HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE. As usual i'm always hyped about the Weasley twins. About 2 and a half hours man, siok. Freaking harry potter fan. Caught it on the first day and didnt care what time it ended i just had to watch it. Thank you!
__________________ Caught up in your smile, i'm happy as a child, but im still drowning. .
up mine.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
pathetic. just pathetic. The fact that i have to retake GCE 'O' maths and how i'm so horrible at it. Ridiculous. I've lost all sense of motivation right now. Idk i think cause my mum said no to bangkok.
of course, im just kidding about the bankok part. other than that i'm a weak loser. Admitting that i'm one doesnt make it any bette, i know.
i put stuff in stuffs.
i put the P in PMs, i put the co in cool i put the ass in harrass
So somewhere along the lame Personal Messages (above) and the sudden 'MDM H HAS TWINS' issue, hazel asked me along on a trip to bangkok. I swear i was over the moon. I told myself, tomorrow i shall take down my passport no and what not. For about 10 mins in this semi sleepy stupor, i was smiling like an idiot.
It took that long til it dawned upon me that i'm still a kid and i still live with my parents fyi. My parents gets the final decision on such matter, duh. I skipped to my parent's room and asked a very simple question,
" can i go to bangkok with hazel, flinda and her aunt?" , hoping to get a very simple reply.
Obviously a stream of excuses pranced the air before telling me if i can or can not go. Also obviously, i HAD to come online to blog and whine about how life is unfair blablablabla. Thats a bore, so i'm just gonna end with this line to get the point across.
My mum puts the NO in bangkok.
What once was, still is. I hope.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
‘when I picked up the phone I realized that out of the billions of people on the planet, you were the one I wanted to speak to the most. It was like the deepest part of me took control and said what it felt, unafraid of embarrassment or rejection or any of that other stuff that normally leaves me paralyzed with fear. I didn’t think. I just was.’
— Mike Gayle - My Legendary Girlfriend
but i cant help to wonder and maybe deep down i know the answer, that i am nothing more. it feels almost perfect on the outside, inside, i know still yearns for another. so i tell myself for comfort, that neither of us can help it.
so you tell me, how can i not be bothered?
i still have it and i hold on to it,
Faith Faith Faith.
2:15 AM
Friday, July 10, 2009
A glass of cold White Russian would be awesome right now. sci ut sci ut sci ut argh cant sleep.
PMS mood swings wrongly accused in preference the whole day feeling hurt too being fair being unfair bad cramps stupid hungry man is an angry man tired
I've ruled out all the possible things i'd use as an excuse so this time i'll just face it and own up. Just put the blame on me. I'm wrong.
Nobody is happy why? Because of one's selfishness. The inability to fucking think before you react. Yeah thats me, i r loser. Big time. Which is no wonder why i deserve all this awful cramps and emptiness anyways. A wrong doing is returned 10 folds so they say and hell i feel worst than shit alright~ ________________ I'm a zippo lighter, i burn people. Stay away from me like they already have.
Rj, as usual.
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
Evaluate my life options after graduation from RP.
HA HA eat this,
Why merely look at the education route? Life is unpredictable. Perhaps i'd start my own business instead and be my own boss. Although a little too good to be true, maybe even become a big shot! I'd start making socks with similar properties as crocs. You'd never know you'd be wearing one in a few years time. If you do, remember to check the packaging and give me a call through my feedback hotline.
k bye gonna sing along the first part of Knights of Cydonia (Muse) while studying for the UT. Did i mention i was gonna sing it repeatedly? You should go listen, you'll understand. ________________ sudden fascination with firelies.
Can you please respect privacy?
Monday, July 06, 2009
Life get's tiring when we're constantly being brought down. Especially if its by, anonymous. Anonymous thrives on all the details that may or may not be true. Either or, facts do not matter to anonymous. The unknown only likes to talk, they watch. They have no heart to feel, nor brain to think. Thus they have not the slightest clue of their imprudence. Attention is what they seek but we know only filth foams out their mouth; BULL SHIT. Ha ha. Careless, as they forget , what if it was them instead?
Think not of them. Care not. You are above them, and what are they, who are they to judge you? I say, DO NOT, and listen to me, DO NOT be fazed by their absurd chatter!
what what in the butt, say what what in the butt.
Like this video, ITS ALL NONSENSE.
Take it and go
Sunday, July 05, 2009
I dont know. I was bored. Syafiq sapi started it!
SO thats a rope shot.
heaheaheahea. i'm losing my mind. like no seriously, i'm going to be insane.
This picture, so unglam, so low quality. But i remember, that this was one of the happiest nights of my life. And the coldest, literally.
heaheaheahea. i'm losing my mind.