Back from the 3d2n lantwee chalet. It's mildy funny how it sounds insulting. I'd indefinitely agree with Zahir Rararoogagaga that it was somewhat enriching. We all gained something in some ways we'll come to realise overtime.

Like Priya finally learned to ride a bicycle, after a million years hehhee.

For the backdoor club, i'm guessing you'll come to know who you are after much thinking, I really appreciate everything you all have said and done when i needed it most. In return, i hope some of the things i said ultimately 1. make sense, 2. will be of good use one way or another. Ya'll grow up to be amazing people with deep insight. Tiara and Rubez, thank you so much you've no idea how your presence helped. The guys, thank you for watching over me and constantly making sure i'm alright. Especially carrying me to the pool side at 2am because i was dog tired, boy that was fun.

Overall, i was trying to hide my drool on both nights. HAHA goodnight.

On some other random note,

Some pain on my foot between the arch and the base is being a pain since i cant remember. It recently got serious though, to the extend where it hurts to walk. The annoying part is it comes and goes. What? Is my body mass too heavy to handle already? Gees.

Idk man, i read up and it could be a case of some extensor tendonitris or stress fracture. Whatever cheem stuff it is, i dont really give a shit because its the freaking holidays! I'm totally curled up under me blankie watching dramas while its raining out there.

Here comes lazy days! Apologies in advanced if im hard to reach.

Dont know, but i've had this random obsession with Blondie. Particularly Debbie Harry, Stevie Nicks as well and some other 40's shit. Like i said, random obesession. SPIDERWOMAN~

Today, i felt like kicking someone in the face. I may have anger management. So sue me?

This is too much to take. It's so one sided, its so useless. Talk about sifting emotions. I cannot do it but i've been advised that no matter what i have to go through it. I think we spent a day talking, no hell no more like debating about it. About so many things yet eventually residing in the same topic over and over. Yes the subject has to be termed 'it'.

I always thought it'd take a really long time and maybe never for me to witness a court scene. Today, i kinda did yippee. Informal one at least. The Lawyer, defendant, and jury, all present. There was even recess. The one thing i like, no one was there to judge. Sometimes judging is so.. unnecessary. Everyone was even dressed in black and white HAHA. lame.

I'd just like to thank Tiara Hadi for being such a good lawyer standing up for me so strongly. For always looking for songs to cheer me up. For always being there to hug me as my tears trickle down her collarbone and mess up her top. I'm so sorry and im so damn thankful. I think no one could have done a better job standing up for me like that in that room like you did today. The whole time i was just imagining them other girls flinda,zel and aths laughing their asses off as they too fight to defend. I think that's why i was laughing so hard.

Moons muneh, Munirah. Want you to know that i'm extremely grateful i have someone i can always count on, a true confidant in such a scary place. I love how we can always laugh at our misery together. Shitty situations just become the joke of the day in an instant. Told you i'll be your tissue paper. Mmm watcha say, ok this is awkward MERRY KRISMARS.

Don know la darrling Girls, we're way better off with each other, with ourselves. Least for now, and some people should respect that. We have the rights to have what we want, exactly when we want it. They may have been the Kings, but we my friends, are the ALMIGHTY RULER. And dont you forget.


K fine i took that off the burker king mission statement as i snacked with moons, still applies right :P its an awesome phrase!!

HALLELUJAH! ITS THE DAMN HOLIDAYS AND I HEAR SANTA'S SLEIGH A-COMING HO HO HO.

p/s tiara u look like xmas tree. Hark the herald angels sing, glory to the new born king~ fiveeee golden ringssssss

My mum and i went to visit my grandma today. It's been ages for me, i mean the last time i visited them was probably chinese new year. My uncle moved quite some time ago, prolly in sem1. I was real excited to see everyone.

My mum was trying to teach me how to knit in the bus hahah i swear my patience is stale but i dont mind trying again. Anywho, we alighted the bus and felt stranded at some ulu Lorong something. There were all those terrace houses, those really huge kinds and i was thinking

" Damn, my uncle moved into these things!? :D "

The whole time my mind was racing " Jet lee jet lee jet lee" I couldnt catch the link though.

I was scammed. Apparently it was just some apartment but cozy, i like. Had tea with grandma,mum and whoever was home. I didnt manage to see my baby cousin though. Ahh cant wait for christmas.

Hi, its friday. It's also math module. It's also physics UT. Bring it PHYSICS! You goin' down motherpsycher!

You know when you're sick and everything becomes noise? When everything surrounding your field of view is a blur? When all you want to do is put ur head down, close your eyes and rest? We're in the same boat, my name is nicole.

Everything love for friday, just to make me happy.







I need a pet like a puppy or something but i cant afford one, i'm too messy and irresponsible for one :/

Wonder if we move on from someone, we leave behind the people they're acquainted to too. Hmm..

Anyway,I missed out on the pre xmas flea because i was extremely tight on cash. I should stop forgetting to bring my daily allowance. And no more cabs tiara! I always end up paying >:(

Tiara, moons and me went to catch New Moon. Moons (lol) was totally not moved and tiara was completely stoked over Jacob Black. I was thinking,

"Why the hell was the wolf pack dressed like hulk?"

About 2 hours ago, i drank a cup of water. I was wondering why the water tasted funny. There was detergent. FML i'm going to die.

BE CAREFUL of your thoughts, for they will become words.

Be careful of your words, for they will become actions.

Be careful of your actions, for they will become habits.

Be careful of your habits, for they will become character.

Be careful of your character, for it will become your destiny.

—Source unknown

Yes, i was reading on self hypnosis. Not that i want to do it myself or anything but hey it might come in handy someday. Did you know pigeons, crocodiles(alligators? i honestly dont know the difference, im no smart alex), chickens can actually fall into a trance and play dead?

I swear they look dead. Maybe if i was ever assaulted i could self hypnotize and like fall asleep? Lame thought, this self hypnosis/trance knowledge would have been a good excuse to take a nap during assembly. Other than the typical " Sorry Mr.see toh i was praying".

Oh yeah, you know how they do hypnosis to get rid of our phobias? Apparently phobias or our fears may have been initated from our belives in an occurence of a specific event that effects our emotions and finally behaviour!

Holy smokes, i sound like im giving a cognitive presentation right here.
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1 common word. It's a struggle and that sucks. MLIA

Because mummy's condition isnt exactly fit to stop medication. Thats alright. Because Zach has his band stuff, because i have school. SCHOOL.

Farewell, it was so close. Such a fool to put my hopes up. I should have known better, soo much better. :'( Nessa please please please come to singapore. I'm sick of being out of reach. How come i cant go there instead!

Aduhh, i feel so heartbroken i'm going to sleep.

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Yesterday

FLINDA FORGOT HER KEY HAHAHAHHAA. Munirah was my girlfriend for a day ;) And for the record, the tissue on her birthday was NOT a real present.

PHYSICS IS FUN.PHYSICS IS FUN.PHYSICS IS FUN.PHYSICS IS FUN.PHYSICS IS FUN. BIO IS FUN. CHEM IS FUN. MATHS IS...

oh who am i kidding.

Interest vs stability.
Interest vs stability.
work=work
fun=work
think≠ nicole